No Work in Ukraina
I can only remember two days without work in the New Year. I always have at least one private client or at least 3 or 4 classes at school. Yesterday, I didn’t have either. And, the wonderful little girl that I told the truth to stayed away too. I didn’t know what to do with myself!!! I could have worked on writing in my book, or at least done some organizational work with my writing. Also, I could have studied Russian. I did neither. Some might say that I am lazy. I prefer to say that I am "not lit up” or just plain "resisting”.
About Ukrainian girls….. not having a Ukrainian girl to talk to or to hang out with felt strange. I really feel like my personality can get addicted to things and to people very quickly. боже!!! Is that possible? Am I an addict? Yes, it is easy to get comfortable to someone being there for you. Perhaps that is what I am resisting. Perhaps there is something in my subconscious which does not want to be truly relaxed and comfortable.
I did talk to one of my students, Alexander. He is in his late teens, but very thoughtful and artistic in his thinking. So, I like hearing his point of view. I did have him read my writing on this topic and heard some of his opinions. One cool opinion he suggested is that my knowledge and wisdom might actually help Russian/Ukrainian speaking men too to improve their relationships with Ukrainian girls or possibly even with American women. That was an interesting point of view.
OK. I have to go to see another doctor today. I will update when something interesting actually comes out of my head.